Monday, September 20, 2010

The Blogger That Always Quits


Dear Diary,

An entire month I disappeared from my blog. Some people were probably really happy as the blog rouses nothing but negative sentiments from their minds with a virgin's width. Some probably relieved that they no longer have to fear their spouses snipping their organs off as they sleep at night. Of course regardless of how much 'fuck-the-world' limpek try to portray, limpek still did hope that one or two readers did miss reading the blog. It seems kinda desperate, but its the truth. Kanneh... what to do... in the end, limpek also do crave for some acceptance afterall.


I guess I started to doubt what it is I'm doing here actually. What message it is that I'm trying to convey. Limpek's friends all think this is absolutely retarded, posting nonsense online for anonymous strangers to laugh at, or get shitpissed at. It's obvious limpek dont make a single cent for the blog. And it's not effortless too. Heck it takes ALOT of time for each entry, so limpek is truly impressed with those bloggers with full time jobs. Limpek also dont get to meet hot gers or cool friends because it has to remain anonymous.

Limpek thought to at least try make someone smile for a minute in their day, but it's really hard when smiling is the last thing you feel like doing yourself. If only its as easy as painting a big red smiley lips on my face for you. If it is, I'd gladly do it for you.


So what is it that I'm doing here? Why am I blogging in the first place? You ask limpek, limpek also chui tat lan. All I know is, limpek didnt really wanna just abandon this. It has afterall, help limpek connect to a few souls in this big ball of a mess... And perhaps, make life less lonely?


Sean asked me today "why you haven't been blogging? Just continue la wat the fuck. Make new friends."

Sean usually say things that doesnt make sense, but limpek felt that this time he was right. One great thing that limpek had truly enjoyed since starting the blog a short 6 months ago was getting to know the readers and other bloggers. As little as I truly know them, or they me, limpek felt they were all these colorful characters that hardly exist in my real life, or in my real friends. That's so fine by me. Real or not, life is afterall how much you believe your make-believe. Isn't it?

Well, before I stop making sense and you start thinking that I'm blogging while high, I shall stop here.

so... hello friends. I'm Goldfish Uncle, a friend. And I'm back. Like your genital wart that never goes away.


p/s:
Entries will be more casual from now on and less frequent. I'll learn to have fun doing this, rather than getting tired after blogging. =)

18 comments:

  1. yup u bet we miss your craps..LOL. How on earth are u related to the susi case anyway? ;P

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  2. Uncle Goldfish, I miss you so so much !!! Please continue to blog lah. Promise I treat you good. Muack Muack, Felicia...

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  3. I FUCKING MISS YOU! I NEARLY PLAYED SUICIDE WITHOUT UR EXISTENCE.
    THANKS FOR COMING BK.

    LOVE,DBLCHIN

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  4. Hey, I missed you so so so so so so much!!!!
    My friend also asked me why didn't you post anything recently.

    Don't listen to people who discourage you.
    You can make money la, put in Adsense and Nuffnang ads.

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  5. Got lah, got miss ur hamsap stuff lah XD

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  6. Many people miss you ler. Blogging is fun when casual.

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  7. wahlau lucky you come back eh come on la gold fish uncle why so depressed? I'm your new fan leh~ I finished reading all your entries in 2 days. Well, and somehow inherited your puahbai word this time really puahbai already. XD

    Faster post new post la I wait until kah ch'ng also itchy edi leh. hahahahaha

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  8. wah goldfish uncle, thot u got some business dealings with that 2 bad lawyer brothers and something happened to you (choy, choy, choy... I am referring to that cosmetic millionaire's disappearance).... anywayz glad u r ok... keep blogging lah... as nonsensical as it may be but there are actualli some people who enjoyed reading ur posts

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  9. GOLDFISH UNCLE U DUN BE SO LIMO LEI!
    WE ALL MISS U BADLY! EVERYTIME COME BACK CLICK CLICK CLICK ALSO NOTHING. N U BO GAO DAI. HOW CAN!
    NOW SEE UR THIS POST AT LESAT RELIEVE LIAO.
    NV LEAVE US! U HAVE FANS OK!!!!!!!!!!!
    fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan fan

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  10. you have loads of fan and a lot of hot gers cheering for u..someone nearly play suicide :)
    u kam let hot ger die meh...your loyal 1st/2nd fan lor..

    crapping here is good for health , at least i enjoy it and i trust that most of the visitors enjoyed it too

    a new commer
    Andy

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  11. bro, missed your crap....
    Aiya...Last time Kenny Sia also started about the same thing, look at him now....look at the brighter side...

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  12. Honestly,
    When you wake up in the morning, dreading work.
    Feeling the toll of sleeping late and regretting it.
    Taking the stupid train ride to work, with all the similar people dreading their work too.
    (Oh well, occasionally there are some enthusiast.)
    I'd take my phone out.
    And believe me,
    The 1st thing I check on the net isn't "Twitteng." Instead, its the blog where this really cool dude, goldfish uncle shares his stories and experiences in a very interesting way.
    Maybe you do not know,
    but this blog of yours has gained a lot of appreciation.

    You make my day,
    Goldfish Uncle

    =)

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  13. Blog only to suit yourself. Your readers will prefer to see the "real" you too. This is YOUR blog afterall.

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  14. Goldfish Uncle, it's great that you're back! You're a great blogger. Don't stop writing.

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  15. I think u should start writing again. obviously have a talent for it!

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